My whiney behindy is here to vent also. I've been sweeping since the 90s (yes that long) I subscribed to sweeps listings when they were still in paper form(!). Now don't get me wrong, I have won over the years and I'm grateful for every little win! But I have NEVER won anything big (nothing over $2,500 ERV.) I have literally entered thousands of sweeps over the years (many times over!) My whole goal is to try to pay off some of the mountain of student loan debt and (like most people) stop working myself into an early grave. I've worked more than one job (yes, even with a graduate degree) since I was 16. Here it is 30ish years later and I'm STILL working an insane amount of time. What am I doing with all my paychecks you may ask? I have a child that requires some specialty care and multiple medications and there's those blasted student loans. And honestly, I do splurge because after years of living on tuna and ramen noodles-it's nice to go to a sit down place and eat (And because I waited tables through grad school and I love to tip like I have no debt and expenses.) Whatever happened to the good part of Karma? (haha.) I fully understand that nobody will read this but I also understand the psychological value of a vent. I'm praying, hoping that statistics will soon turn to my favor. I'm afraid I don't believe in luck or any superstition but I do believe in mathematical odds-after all that's what actually determines a win or lose. I am discouraged though. I keep thinking surely after ALL these years and entries losing that I'll first-start winning something-anything and second-finally...FINALLY win a big one. Whine, whine, fuss. Just keep hoping...