OK, when the boy comes home I am going to kill him. They won't have to worry about him getting hurt there, mom is going to do it for them. His wife called me today, and gave me the news, He signed up for another 3 years and at least 2 more tours. AAGGGGGGGGGGG I can't believe it. Yes I am very proud of him and he is a good boy and I know it will make a great retirement, but gosh he has to get to be old enough to retire, and the worst part he kept telling us if he signed up for anymore time, he would go into different field, well he went into a even worst then he is in now. He was what they call a bomb rat, and infantry, He would find bombs and explode them, and they would go on missions and go in the caves and towns and find the bad guys. Well when he left on this tour I asked him what he was going to be doing, and he said I can't tell you, not allowed. I thought that was strange because before he could tell some, just not allot of details, which I understand, Well now he has signed on special services and is doing some very scary things,. I swear I am going to string the boy up. Yes I am proud and his rank keeps going up because he volunteers for all this junk, but I am his mom and I don't even want to hear that kind of stuff. sorry for all the whining, but I can't talk to him about this, just tell him how proud I am, I don't want him worried about mom. Thank you to all my SA Friends for being there for me to whine to and talk to. If I talk to dh he really worries about me being ok, which I am ok, just really scared to death and not sure how to deal with all this. I know one day at a time, but man this is deep.