mechurchlady
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I have been gone for a while and you rumourmongers hurt people by assuming I was using another name.
I have celiac which leads to major health issues like sores on the inside of my nose, pain, gas, bloating, malabsorbtion, and emotional issues. I have mild SID and ADD. I have other birth defects either in womb or from natal trauma. I am very close to aspergers and autism. There is no indoor voice and i have no social graces and screw up a lot.
Skipping the manure and stuff to get to why i have been gone.
I was at SA, SH and PBH. Happy and thought loved and with friends. BAR brought out a bunch of manure and hurt or attempted to hurt people. My dear friend C. quit as administrator of my site, left a big hole there then told me I was addicted to and obssessed with BAR. (Insert cussing). She then gave me a choice of her site or SA for posting of contests. I love SA and chose that site. I now had lost SH pretty much though the people there were dear friends whom I still care for, How could she say I was obssessed with BAR. Yes I did gather as much info as I could but we the ex=members of his site were being attacked. She chose him over me.
crying time again.
I was at PBH and happy but over time I have cut back there. The people there cannot let go of BAR or his site. With John gone it changed. Spies and other little games, too many people hated me there at PBH and the friendship and love died. I never was into politics and was there like others to heal from BAR's site.
I gave up SA because emotionally I could not handle the wars in chat, the way it was starting to be like PBH and BAR's site with cliques and me having to avoid people who cannot understand that i am a worthless piece of dung that was born messed up. Tired of pettyness and a fear that I would end up losing this site. I love this, my first sweeping home, and emotionally the manure and stress from all 4 sites just got to me along with health and caring for mother. I emotionally rather not come back any more so I just up and quit one day. I so wanted to come back but only now am I starting to be able to deal with stress and realizing that SH was wrong and that it was not right to have been put in that position. The ONLY times I think about BAR is in posts at one of the three sites. I go days or weeks without a thought about BAR or his site and I had a new account there to spy but do not remember the password and aint going back there.
The future is uncertain. I miss sweepstaking, have a ticket to the convention coming as i signed up but mom is the problem. I do that I could shut down again. I do know that while 50 of you will love and miss me there will be them problem people who hate me. I had some follow me to other sites. BAR's site is history, not in my life so people get a life and leave me alone. I know nothing more than what I have posted in public and any good sleuth coud find more dirt if they wanted too.
hugs
Laurie
I have celiac which leads to major health issues like sores on the inside of my nose, pain, gas, bloating, malabsorbtion, and emotional issues. I have mild SID and ADD. I have other birth defects either in womb or from natal trauma. I am very close to aspergers and autism. There is no indoor voice and i have no social graces and screw up a lot.
Skipping the manure and stuff to get to why i have been gone.
I was at SA, SH and PBH. Happy and thought loved and with friends. BAR brought out a bunch of manure and hurt or attempted to hurt people. My dear friend C. quit as administrator of my site, left a big hole there then told me I was addicted to and obssessed with BAR. (Insert cussing). She then gave me a choice of her site or SA for posting of contests. I love SA and chose that site. I now had lost SH pretty much though the people there were dear friends whom I still care for, How could she say I was obssessed with BAR. Yes I did gather as much info as I could but we the ex=members of his site were being attacked. She chose him over me.
crying time again.
I was at PBH and happy but over time I have cut back there. The people there cannot let go of BAR or his site. With John gone it changed. Spies and other little games, too many people hated me there at PBH and the friendship and love died. I never was into politics and was there like others to heal from BAR's site.
I gave up SA because emotionally I could not handle the wars in chat, the way it was starting to be like PBH and BAR's site with cliques and me having to avoid people who cannot understand that i am a worthless piece of dung that was born messed up. Tired of pettyness and a fear that I would end up losing this site. I love this, my first sweeping home, and emotionally the manure and stress from all 4 sites just got to me along with health and caring for mother. I emotionally rather not come back any more so I just up and quit one day. I so wanted to come back but only now am I starting to be able to deal with stress and realizing that SH was wrong and that it was not right to have been put in that position. The ONLY times I think about BAR is in posts at one of the three sites. I go days or weeks without a thought about BAR or his site and I had a new account there to spy but do not remember the password and aint going back there.
The future is uncertain. I miss sweepstaking, have a ticket to the convention coming as i signed up but mom is the problem. I do that I could shut down again. I do know that while 50 of you will love and miss me there will be them problem people who hate me. I had some follow me to other sites. BAR's site is history, not in my life so people get a life and leave me alone. I know nothing more than what I have posted in public and any good sleuth coud find more dirt if they wanted too.
hugs
Laurie
