I am about to go out of my mind ~ lol...not that I have much of that to lose anyway 
Almost everything that I own is packed in totes and boxes and in the living room floor. Jimmie and I worked all weekend to sort through stuff so I would be ready to move when I find a place for me and the girls to move to. I am glad to have it done, but it is driving me mad!!!
I can't find a place to live...I looked at one place right down the road and it was terrible! The people that moved out left it in such bad shape. Holes in the walls and in the floors (how do you put holes in the floors??? and why???). Plus it smelled so badly of cigarettes that it physically made me sick. Then I looked at one in town that was a lot better, but it only had two bedrooms...I got to thinking that up to two years of me sleeping in the living room might not be to fun, so I passed on it for the time being...so I am still sitting and waiting...and praying that there is a house out there for me!
The one good thing that has come out of all of this is that Jimmie and I are getting along better than we have in years. I don't know if he realizes that I finally mean what I say, but he is treating me so much better. We really haven't had any disagreements...the kids are more relaxed than I have seen them in years. Thank God that Caitlyn has at least started acting more like herself again...I am a happy Mom!
Almost everything that I own is packed in totes and boxes and in the living room floor. Jimmie and I worked all weekend to sort through stuff so I would be ready to move when I find a place for me and the girls to move to. I am glad to have it done, but it is driving me mad!!!I can't find a place to live...I looked at one place right down the road and it was terrible! The people that moved out left it in such bad shape. Holes in the walls and in the floors (how do you put holes in the floors??? and why???). Plus it smelled so badly of cigarettes that it physically made me sick. Then I looked at one in town that was a lot better, but it only had two bedrooms...I got to thinking that up to two years of me sleeping in the living room might not be to fun, so I passed on it for the time being...so I am still sitting and waiting...and praying that there is a house out there for me!
The one good thing that has come out of all of this is that Jimmie and I are getting along better than we have in years. I don't know if he realizes that I finally mean what I say, but he is treating me so much better. We really haven't had any disagreements...the kids are more relaxed than I have seen them in years. Thank God that Caitlyn has at least started acting more like herself again...I am a happy Mom!
